[7] School

Ok so as you may know, school is starting for me soon. First, let me tell you about me...I am a loud and funny person(when im in my crowd). When i'm around other people like, people i'm not familiar with...I get really, really quiet. It's like...I can't bring myself to talk. I love to talk...and sometimes..when i'm around new people, I'd love to share my thoughts or ideas...but i hold myself back. I think its because i care to much of what others think about me. I am overly self-concious. I wish I wasn't Like that you know... I think I have anxiety issues too. If only I could change. It bothers me that I don't have regular friendly relationships with people. I have friends..but only people that I have known forever. I don't know what to do anymore. I try my best to ignore it, and to just get on with my life. How can I get on with my life if i'm so quiet?? If you have ever had the same problem, or if you know what I should do...Please feel free to leave a thought.
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sadly the police isnt going to do shit. all i can do is protect our identities. sucks right?
I'm like that too. for a long time I struggled with social anxiety disorder. I have yet to overcome it completely but I have gotten alot better. I can now sort of talk to new people and start to make friends on my own. I can't really give any other advice other than--it might make you sick to your stomach but don't be afraid to reach out and make friends with people. either that or take the easy route[which i didn't even know existed] get diagnosed by your doctor and take medication for it. and thanks for the comment you left for me it means alot