I'm so lonely. For the past few weeks I have felt more alone than ever, and I'm not so sure why.
we haven't talked, really, really talked in what seems forever. I wonder if this may be why I am so lonely. Am I that dependant on you? That if I don't talk to you, I am alone even when I am talking to people, or even when I am with people?
I thought I was over you
sometimes I feel like it
and others I don't.
It seems like you have a delete button, and you finally deleted me out of your life.
i'm not going to lie:
I miss you more than ever.
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axe wars
first experiences
late night phone calls
hugs
comp books
love
notes
getting in trouble
movies
holding hands
secrets
crossing bridges
parties
it really hurts.
I've never had a friend tell me they didn't want to be friends anymore.
well, except once.
but I don't want to get into that.
but while it might not last, there's some truth ringing in the old cliché, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."
*reminisces*
not that i have much to reminisce.
yeah. missing relationships in which the other person seems to have successfully gotten over you sucks.
: i hope you get that sorted out.
and i missed her so much when i was in new zealand.
like hardcore.
when i got back though, it was obvious things weren't going to work out.
and now we barely speak to one another.
but it's like she doesn't care.
and that's the part that hurts the most, isn't it.
and i have to make myself realise that someone who doesn't want to be my friend isn't worth befriending anyway. :(
i know how you feel. it'll be ok
i bet they miss you too but just dont want to show it