I'm not so sure what I did or what I said. but when the phone calls stop and the IMs aren't sent and e-mails were never there... never mind. Nobody cared enough to send me one e-mail. No one, I asked anyone to, anyone, someone, just to send me one e-mail, and no one did. shows how popular I am. but anyway, I don't feel right, and I haven't for a while. I know what's wrong, and I can't fix it. or maybe I could; I'm not sure, I don't know if I would know how to. when diary entries are written then, deleted, I don't know what that means. does it mean you took back what you said? or you just weren't sure. I don't know, I can't answer this. I most likely will write later. maybe.