I have had a good day but a shitty day at the same time. Man i tryed to talk to my mom privately right cuz i just wanna sit down and talk to her bout shit on my mind and how i wanna make tha right choice on Tony,well my sisters bf comes in and shit and just stays there so i walked out of tha room i just wanna fucking scream. No privacy whats so every and i wasnt even talkin bout em or nothing like that i was tryin to have that mother daughter talk but u cant. I feel like i am being ambushed away from my family everything is my fault and thats pathetic. I love my family so much but i feel like fuck u shannon we dont care bout u just get away i shouldnt have to feel that way but oh well u know. My good part of tha day tony came over and me and him played bowling on tha computer and sat outside and smoked r sqaures and talked i love him so much as a friend he understands me better then ne one these days and is there to comfort me. well he got a call from work cuz he is on call so he left but should be back sometime soon. Right now i am watchin my daughter paint pretty pictures for me i am going hang em all on my wall even if they r tha same color they pretty she is tha next michealangelo. Also my daughter can sing its so damn cute she knows like everything of tha disney channel. Oh gosh she knows who korn is tha band so when they play she is like thats korn and if u show her a picture of em she'll tell u who they r. She thinks johnathan davis looks like my brother which is uncle joe to her. And i am mad at him he hasnt he stopped by yet. Errr.. well damn i bitched and told some good shit bout my day. Oh yea lil things make me so happy tony burnt his candlebox cd for me and he gave it to me today i thought he was just gonna let me burn it at my house but he did it for me at his. Awwww so sweet. Late Alligater.