Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold I love this song it makes me think so much on my past relationships. Nothin has really happened i finally rented some movies...I rented farenheit 9/11 that documentary is good...then i got a 1963 movie called birds black and white film by alfred hancock i believe....and got tha white castle movie i cant remmeber tha title. I bought me some movies too man i got boy in a bubble tha original serious one wit john travolta i am on my old movie kicks i got like a couple new ones like tha outsiders,bad boys(wit sean penn)and stand by me i love my old movies memories hehe. Got my daughter some more adam sandler movies she loves him i am tryin to complete her collection wit him. Well i am off here go to bed its way past my bed time. *Smooches* **Love Alwayz** *****Shannon*****