Depressed?

Feeling: confused
Hey guys, so i spent the day at Rachels and now i'm really confussed/depressed. i think i have an angsity problem. any who Kyle and Car were there and scott and rea, and me and Christine were the extras. i didn't no how to react to the feelings of being that extra wheel and the relationship between me and rae. i spent alot of time talking to Christine about stuff and she asked if i still had feelings for Rae cuz we were listening to Mr. Brightside and it hit her that i might have feelings still, and i don't ne more. i really like LeAnne and want to be with her but i'm soo afraid of relationships and i'm doubting weather or not she likes me cuz shes rather distant. now i'm all depressed and just wish all of this was over. maybe it will allwork out in college, but if me and LeAnne don't work out i don't think i'll date anymore. Ben P.S. LeAnne if you do read this i don't want you to think im pressuring u. i want us to work out but if ur not happy i need to no cuz i no how it is to be unhappy with a persson and stick with the relationship anyways, soo please tell me.
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hey ben, i'm adding you to my friends list if you obejetc i'll take you off, but consider yourself added okay?
Kristy
Hey hope everything works out in the end. :) *)(*
[Anonymous]
Hey Benny. I think I haven't been giving you enough credit lately...too much of Rachel's blabbing, of course. :).
I just need to tell you: if you feel like you ever need to talk, I'm close enough that I can be at your place in 5. Just give me a call and wait for a bit, and I'll come and we'll get fat over some pizza er sumthin. :D.
I think LeAnne really likes you; she talks about you ALL THE TIME. Just be patient, it takes time. The best brudda
Because I lub ya, (and your picture of stuey), here's something to pick you up:

( o Y o )

~_^ have fun!
KYLE!
Hey you. Ben, I'd hope by now that you'd know you can talk to me and, though I don't live 5 minutes away like Kyle, I can still get you and help you escape if you ever need it. Other than that, I can assure you LeAnne DOES like you and next time we'll plan ahead and tell her parents she'll be at my house for the day or something like that. Call me if you ever need anything - it's all 8s.
-Car
no matter what i am here.
aww ben! I love you! hehe well maybe you just need to find that one! and then all will be right again!
Ben,

Thank you sooo much for that comment. It was sooo sweet... I really could careless what "annonomus"(sp)thinks.

I love you BEN!!!
Hahaha...I'm on the shit list. WOOOO BOY!