The Floating Dead

Listening to: Godsmack
I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am... taffy stuck and tongue tied Stutter shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready, I am ready, I am ready I am fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded and unfolded and unfolding I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am fine I am fine Counting Crow: Color blind So i have lost rae as a friend for now. i told her i couldnt be what she needs me to be and that i just want to be her friend. i said that if we when back out,that we would just have to break up next year, if we make it that long, and last time we dated, when we broke up it almost ruined us and if we do it again we'll prob. never talk again. now kyle hates me cuz i took out some steam with him before i talked to rae and he thinks im an asshole. im sure carla hates me cuz rae called her crying, so i just would like to no who else hates me so we can all quite pretending to be happy with each other. i promise not to take offence to what is said, and even welcome ann. messages. but tell me how you feel. Ben
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ben,
i dont hate you! and yes i am still your friend but i needed time to let the shock subside. this won't change anything and i hope people don't hate you for what has happened, and really they don't need to be picking sides, it's our problem not theirs.
'ello. well, you wanted thought and the like so i thought i'd tell you mine lol.

Dont worry, i dont hate you. still freinds and all. sure sometimes you annoy the hell outa me but i can count on one hand the people that dont lol. hang in there through all your problems and i'm sure all will be well.

hope all is well

Patric
ben i think it is a good idea for you both to take a step back and save your friendship, cause in the end you cannot have a love without friendship as the basis. look at our parents, each is the others best friend. that was a hard lesson for me to learn. well hun i gotta go back to training before i have to sing "im a little tea pot" love lots. sis
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