Well not much has changed in these years I haven't been on here. People still have shit to bitch about non stop. People are still miserable fucks and try to make others miserable. All I can do is keep on going and make a living. Keep working keep hoping things will get better, easier. Life goes on.

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K, yesterday I closed and it was alright not that busy on a Monday right? Well I had 2 closers and not one of them knew drive-thru so I had to do it when the drive-thru person was off at 7pm. So I had to put the till at the second window cuz there was no way I could run back and forth to expidite and such. One time I accidentally handed out the order without getting the money. Cuz the car had 2 orders and I got the money for the first and got that order out but it was a void so I guess I was thinking about that when the next order was ready I just handed it out and they drove away really fast and I didn't realize at first and then I realized I didn't press cash on the till for the second order. I was like fuuuuuck! The order was only 4.50 so I had to void taht one too. I was freaking out. The printer wasn't working so when Chelsea got there she had to go into the computer to find it. I was there doing cash till 2:30am. It was nuts. So I was working for free for 3 hours. But I gotta learn how to do it. It just really sucked cuz I was all tired and drinking coffee and smoking like a mad woman.

All I work is shift work and it sucks but I get 4o hours a week so I cant complain. 2 of my managers are leaving to go to different stores so a bunch of us went to moxies and had some drinks. It's going to be so sad. I don't want Rodney to leave. Who's going to help me with cash!?! It's going to be so different.

So I went to that stupid meeting which turned out to be at the McPhillips BK cuz they have a basement and a sort or conference room I guess you could call it. There were 5 ppl from my store (regent) there. 4 of us met at our restaurant and went together. Well Heather and I went with Chelsea cuz smoking was allowed and Todd took his car. It was long and boring. We had 3 breaks and an hour lunch. All 5 of us went to the tavern and ate. The exam was multiple choice and was pretty easy. We have to get 70% to pass. I hope I did. I didnt wanna get up so early on a sunday. I looked at the schedules and realized I don't have a day off til next Sunday!! I'm expecting a pretty big paycheck on Friday tho.

I worked my first manager shift by myself yesterday and it was so crazy. Appararently Sunday's are slow but we got killed. I was there by myself from 8-10am then another manager came this fucking idiot who is also new but he had more training then me. He was just making stupid decisions. I was so glad when cherly got there at 2pm to save us. It had slowed down by then. It was so weird working yesterday and getting today off. But I'm glad because I was so exhausted yesterday all I did was take a bath, read for a bit and sleeeeep. Things at home are getting pretty stressful as well. It seems like everyday Pat and my mom are fighting about something or other. Now she wants rent from both him and me on wed of this week. He kept on saying that if was going down he was bringing me with him. Whatever. Whenever they fight he goes to my dad's for a night then comes back. I wanted to go to my dad's yesterday but I fell asleep. I need to get away from the city every so often to clear my head. Pat said he feels like that too. I didn't think it was going to be so crazy and I honestly don't know how long I'm going to be able to put up with this job.

Saturday Laura came over at noonish. I was up earlier took a shower but went back to bed and she jumped on me. We went to the mall and did some shopping then went for hair cuts. My ends were so bad. I spent the night there and we watched movies...dodgeball, memoires of a geisha, and crash. I slept in Adrian's room. Thier roomates room who's never there. Sunday we went to pizza 21st century and it took us like half an hour to get the car of their street cuz it snowed so much. We finally got there tho and there's this really cute guy that works there and we were flirting and he's so cute! So we're drinking but I wasn't that drunk and midnight comes around and everyone has their wine glasses up and we all yell happy new year, but he doesnt kiss me and I figured it was because there was so many ppl in the room so I go to the kitchen and he's there and we kissed! It was great. We were going to go to a party at one of his friends but the guy passed out and wouldnt answer the phone so we went to Laura's. It was 3 am. We watched the notebook and cuddled. Then Chris drove us home. He's so nice and I never met a guy like him b4. He called me every night since then and we're hanging out today. woot!

So everyone at my work knows that I'm going to be promoted in January. And of course some don't like it but I don't really care. Well I tell myself I don't care but I do and I only do because they are most likely going to try and make it hard on me. Other ppl like that I'm going to be manager...ppl like my friends! LOL When it comes the time to get promoted I'll be sure to be ready for them and I already said to one manager that always wants to defend this one person I don't like that they are going to have to realize that I'm going to be thier boss whether they like it or not. Everything is so Christmasy and I like it. I think it's exciting to go shopping for Christmas gifts. Looking at things. I'm pysched! It feels so good to have done nothing all day. I called in sick cuz I had really bad craps this morning thanks to my period. Damn you! I feel so suffocated. It seems like the work week goes by so slow and the weekend goes by so fast. It's not fair. Laura call moi!

first off I have to say that I love that song by the beatles. So everything is going okay I suppose. They want to promote me to shift co (manager) but I'm so terrified of drive thru. Well it wasn't that bad until it wasnt working or something and I was totally mortified and refused to go in drive thru again. But I think I'll be able to do it if I have one car. LOL. So I went to school yesterday. I haven't missed a class yet. :) well anyway there was 3 ppl there including me. I just want to get hs over and done with. My dog died last weekend and my dad didnt tell me till friday and I was so sad. And he was like you didn't know? I was like NOOOOOO. Apparently someone shot him in the intestines. So it's Hallowe'en gotta hand out candy. BLEH

I'm really getting fed up with working 11-7 these days. I only discovered this like a week ago. It's all fine until 4 cuz that's when the head manager leaves. Then people do whatever they want. So I complained to Ryan a lot. He's a manager but is more like a crew. He was all like well they hate this job and they used to be good and shit. Well if they hate it dont work. Like there's htese girls that always stand in the drive thru corner and dont do anything. And Cheryl (manager) doesn't take authority. Like if she tells someone to do something and they don't then she'll do it. So I was out having a smoke today and Heather(morning manager) came out to have one and I said that I hate working 11-7 and told what went down when Rosa (head manager) is there and she agreed with me and told some girl to get Rosa so we could all talk. She asked Rosa if I could work some earlier shifts which would be better for me anyway. I already work mornings on Monday's and Wednesday's cuz I have to go to school. She said I might be able to work 9-5 on the other days which is fine cuz that's when I end up leaving when I'm suppose to work 11-7. Cheryl always lets me leave early and I feel sorry for her cuz she always freaks out about things not being made or waiting on things cuz people don't stay on their boards. *sigh* Poor Cheryl. Rodney is no better. Like I like him and all and he's a great manager, but he doesn't push certain ppl to do anything either. Like one time I was making the food, k, then it got busier and no one noticed or I dont no what but they were still standing around. So I was finally like yea, it would be nice if I could get some help. It's only the part timers. And if I can get away from that it would be great. cuz the morning and daytime crew/managers are awesome. Gus is fine. His eye is totally better. We got another dog but he's been gone for a couple of days now. We still have Bobby and Jed. And now 3 kittens. They are so cute. My dad found them in my uncles field and brought them to the house cuz they'll die in the winter. Spongie moved back so I think my dad is a bit depressed. His gf seems like a psycho. She got mad at him cuz a woman called him and like went after him with a knife. I was like holy shit. School's really easy. It's just a lot to remember. Everyone is pretty much my age. Whew! I guess I didn't have to worry. That was really messed up to cuz when I signed up they told me to go to RE so my brother dropped me off. It took me forever to find the room. Never new that school was so complicated. i might have been walking in cirlces but who knows. anyways I was the first one there cuz apparently they started at 7 adn not 6h30. So im there and a couple more come and some ppl were there for 30S and me and another girl were there fgor 40S. So were sitting there. The teacher comes at like half a second to 7. The calss is full by then. She seemed really excited she was like sqweeqing. It was almost scary. She starts handing out some papers on the 30S course. So the other girl that was suppose to be in 40S with me asked her and she said it was 30S and our class was at the mcleod centre. So the girl (Sara) ended up giving me a ride over there. And that's when I found out Dean was in my class. It was funny cuz I knew I knew him but I didn't know where I knew him from. Then he said Miles and I was like oh yea eh. My teacher's really cool too. Gotta test tomorrow so I guess I better study. lol

well I went to work once this week cuz I became really sick all of a sudden and then I found out I had tonsillitis! So I got a percription and now things are better, but man when I had it I was bawling. I was throwing up the monday night. Only the cough suryp I took cuz my tonsils were so swollen that I coulnt eat anything. I could only sleep for a couple hours at a time and had headaches that were unbearable. My mom made an appoinment for me at our doctor for today but I couldnt stand it any longer so we went to the walk in yesterday and got pills for it and it seems to be clearing up but I'm still going today cuz I need a note from my doctor for work cuz they're kinda being bitches. I mean I'm not going to work cuz 1)It's contagious and 2) the pills make me drowsy. I dont work friday so i'll probly go see my dad. I really dont know what's going on with him. He says he has no money and yet he pays for his gf's smokes and whatever else see needs. My cousins bf got sick and it turns out he had west nile! and my sunt said that if my other cousin (her son) doesnt come back form japan by march that my uncle is going there to bring him back. like if he's happy there let him stay there. why make him unhappy and come back for your own selfish needs? I know he's there son and all but he's 24 now. gawd I wonder where I'll be when I'm 24 I hope not in winnipeg.

You know the feeling when you think you made the right choice but realize later that it was the totally wrong one? Well I've come to realize this and it's totally raising the stress level of my life. Toronto was awesome we went to the CN tower and china town and caso loma and Niagra falls. I would say marine land in Niagra falls was the best. The sky screamer was so scary. Wayy scarier then the upside down roller coaster!

hey there havent wrote anything in awhile so lemme recap for ya. well I work at burger king full time yay! :P on my birthday I went to laura's and she had some ppl over and we had a lil party and I was totally drunk and puked and passed out but it was fun. we went to the forks on canada day and then to the beach the next day. whenver I hang out with her I have fun. I tried to apply for a credit card and got denied so that sucks. I ahvent lievd at my residence long enough or something. last weekend was pretty fun too we went on the boat cruise thing for power 97. I saw a bunch of girls from miles. it was kinda creepy. some stupid guy stole my drink and hit laura in the stomach. he thought it was funny till 4 guys she knew got in his face. asshole! he was practically shitting his pants! in a couple of days Imma going to toronto. I'm excited. i'm just not going to have as much money as I thought cuz I cant save! I'll get cletus a tshirt from niagra falls. okie. byebyez

Hey there pplz. 420 was pretty fun. I worked til 3pm then I went out to play pool and smoked a bowl then went to Rhiannon's and had a few beers. Well the nest day I was late for work. Only an hour. Then I went out to the country. I think the cavalier is falling apart. It might be the battery cuz the gages kept on going crazy then my dad fixed that and now it doesn't idle it just stalls so that's gay. Working at burger king is gay so today I'm looking for a new job.

I Love You a little more than a little and alot more than alot I Love You So Much But As I Have Found You Dont Love Me Im Loved A Little Less Than A Little and alot less than alot Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Hmmmm hmmm..Alanna my dear who would have thought that you would be the most annoying person put on this earth? I for sure didn't and if you lived with one of your other "friends" they would soon kno it too. You moved in because you were mad at your mommy and you pestered me to ask my dad to let you stay forever. You slept in my bed. When I told you you couldn't sleep in my bed anymore and that I needed my space you stormed out of the room. I said you could sleep on the spare matress and you wouldnt even help me change my room around because you were pouting. All you did was sleep, eat, bitch, and go on the computer. I remember when my dad asked you if you had friends and Spongie and I had a good laugh. When I went out I only took you cuz I felt sorry for you. Whenever I had company over, you were there. Whenever I was on the computer, you were right over my shoulder. Your parents never contacted you. Mmm great parents! You were a bitch to your dad when he called that one time because you were being stupid in class or something. It was pretty obvious you wanted nothing to do with them. It was pretty much always what you wanted. "I feel like having...you should get money from your dad.." My dad told me to talk to you about getting some money from your parents and that made you upset cuz you didn't want to call them. I tried to talk to you another time, but you ignored me like an 8 year old. "I'm not listening!" =P You even complained about Steph. K, it's your buisness if you don't like you're little brothers, but I only get to see mine every 2nd weekend. About the computer. You're favourite part! Yes, you did annoy me when it was 2am and all I can here is that tap tap tap and yur gay punk songs or whatever your latest crush liked at the time. You would follow some random guy at school around and then come here and be all like he gave me a weird look and walked past me. Or...I think (whoever) is avoiding me...Daniel has multiple personailites, but I still like him and he made me cry cuz I couldn't defend my religion. Remember the time when those girls called you and bitched you out for talking shit? Then you couldn't leave it alone. Not till you got the last word. Or when I kicked you off the comp cuz I was really tired and you flipped out and ran out of the room. Then you came back like 2 or 3 times, slamming the door each time you left. Geez, learn to control those tantrums of yours missy! I whine? Of course I do. Daddies lil girl. He's MY dad after all. He doesn't HAVE to get YOU anything. Alanna gosh I think you're confused. You were on the comp more then I was. I would go in the living room or kitchen and whenever my dad asked me what you were doing it was always the same answer...computer. There was never a time you weren't on unless you were napping. You always made these sighs and (trust me) everyone noticed. It was like you were gonna keel over and die if you didn't get what you wanted at that exact moment. You were a guest in my house. You did nothing, cept complain. "There's no food. It's messy." Well if we managed to survive before you got there then there shouldn't have been a problem. Yay for mess! Lol. If you didn't like it you could have got out, but you didn't and you can only blame yourself. 6am. Early eh? Once again YOU chose to run away from your parents. "She would always make ME late" MEMEMEMEMEME You don't have insecurity issues? Ha! "I look better without my glasses." (Stops wearing glasses) "Look at my hair, I look like a boy." "I don't want this guy to see me incase he mistakes me for a boy." We all have em, there's no point in denying it. Ahem! The problem is that your kind of ppl don't like to be told what to do. (I'm not talking bout race moron) You hate that. When I said that you had to leave by the end of the month you got upset and were all like "I didn't kno this.What did I do?" I was already too far in my rant to leave it at that and then Laura felt left out so she wanted to sy some random things...that you seemed to take seriously. That's funny. You're mad that I made you get out and now you're trying to get back at me or something for making you cry. Boy, did you get out of there fast! I come home and something looks different...weeeeeeeeeeeee! My dad told me that you tried to make him drive you home, but he told you to call your dad (after all you're his responsibility) to pick you up. That probly made you mad too. Yea, if you have a problem with me then deal with it. Stop trying to hide behind Laura Sharp. Oh no not Laura Sharp. The one you said you didn't think was like that, cuz you kno I just love to talk about her. Love you babe! All of the Laura's have nothing to do with this. You're mad cuz I took power over you. Now you're trying to get it back. Why are you harrassing Laura H.? I will admit sometimes I have some concerns about her relationship. That's because I care about her. It's between me and her. Putting words in my mouth isn't going to do much except...lemme guess...make YOU feel better. Feel proud Alanna, feel proud! As for my relationship with Davis, that's none of your concern either. Well maybe since you loved me so much that you had to be near all the time you got the impression that we were going out. You were the one that told him to ask me out. You have a habit of being in everyone elses buisness dontcha? Maybe that's why so many people dislike you. Fight your own battle. You chose to pick a fight with me.

Have you ever heard of the "Pink Pineapple" The Mleahans used to say that if anyone found and shared one of these with their partner, their hearts will become one. They will become close to immortle. All they'll ever need is eachother (of course they go do other stuuf) but when they die ... they die together. Isn't that beautiful? So life after death. Immortality. kinda. Edit: Well it was pretty funny today in math class. Two girls got in a bitch fight and one ran out of the room. I was in conversation with Liz, Laura and Andrew when all of a sudden I hear: "Stop fuckin talking behind my back you fucking bitch!" I'm like whoa. I must say it was pretty funny. That was the only class I went to today actually. I went to Laura's during 3rd and we hung out there till like 3ish listening to my corny love songs that I had on a burned cd. We were all like "awww" and crap. Stupid love songs! Grrrr! We walked to KE and witnessed a fight. That was funny too. Some guy was dropped on his head and bleeding form the mouth, the ohter guy had a scratch on his elbow. Everyone split when the principal came running out. K, I hurt my toe like a month ago and it still hurts. Is that weird? Anyone? Anyone? It's Whatever Mmm, it's whatever, whatever yeah, ooh, whatever Just like the birds That whistle in the trees And in the leaves, so happily Well your my tree And through the storms, you've Stood strong for me, kept me warm as can be Like a candy to an apple Oh, we go together Your so sweet on me I can say that I do believe This is destiny, it keeps calling me Now it's me and you You and me And it's whatever Whatever you want it to be I'm telling you if it's up to me Whatever is whatever It's whatever with you and me Just like a breeze in the Middle of a summer's eve When you come through, You comfort me If I'm a drink you're my lemon squeeze Oh, you've got flavor boy You go good with me So boy don't play or tease me Ooh, get me together You got what I need Now it's getting late It's after three So quit your stallin' My body's callin' Now it's me and you You and Me And it's whatever Whatever you want it to be I'm telling you if it's up to me Whatever is whatever As long as it's you and me (Whatever is whatever) Whatever, it's whatever It's your world I put that on everything It's your world (your world) Your world (yeah) Oh, now its me and you You and me And it's whatever you want it to be I'm telling you if it's up to me Whatever is whatever Whatever is whatever, baby (baby echo) Whatever is whatever

Smell her hair, pick her up and pretend to throw her in the pool.. she'll scream & fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Just hold her hand. Tell her she looks pretty. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Protect her. Tell her stupid jokes. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Slow dance with her. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Stay up with her when shes sick. Kiss her forehead. Let her wear your clothes. Go slow. Don't push anything.Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her t.e.l.l. her.

yup I'm at my dad's. spongie finally got him to get the internet. So Spongie and I were about to leave the house when Spongie was like what happened to Gus! Apparently someone tried to shoot my dog. His eye is pusing. I wanted to cry. My dad's going to take him to the vet tomorrow. Well he better or else he'll never hear the end of it from me. Yesterday our cat Jed brought in a mouse and a frog. It was sick. We rented a couple movies which I got for free cuz I had these free movie coupons free and I was like sweet cuz I gave my dad $100. at like 12h30am Spongie wanted to go get smokes in Steinbach and she wanted to tell me something about her friend. So we went to sev and I ran into some people I knew at Ste. Anne's so we all kinda hung for awhile, went to subway. Then we took off. I was so tired by then anyway. I could barely keep my eyes open which is pretty dangerous when you're driving! Damn this keyboard is all frenchness! So I figure I have to quit smoking. I was thinking that if I give my dad $200 a paycheck for my car and the money I have to give my mom for my teeth. Let me explain. I went to the dentist the other day and apparently they don't cover me. My mom called blue cross and they will only cover me if I'm in college or university full time or if I live at home and don't work. Adult ed doesn't count. Sine it cost a lil over $100 bucks to do the cleaning and check up and I have 4 cavaties and who knows how much that will cost, I have to pay for it. At first I was going to pay for it all but my mom said she'd pay some. So as soon as I get back to winnipeg I plan on getting the patch. I already apoke with my doctor and she said you don't need a prescription anymore. With all that and saving up for Christmas...Yes I'm already thinking about Christmas. Things are expensive and you don't know know how expensive until you start paying for things yourself. I hate to say this but mom was right. I might have to start looking for a job that pays more. Fuck I just want to go over to the neighbours and be like did you fucking shoot at my dog! Fuck I pissed and sad all at the same time. Quiting smoking is going to be so hard! Yours, Nat