Today I woke up and felt really awful. My dad left without me so I didn't get to school until like 11am. Yep, so I called Patti and made an appointment for next Friday at 1:15pm which my mom won't be too happy about. Well she'll be happy that I finally made the godamn appointment but not that it's at 1:15pm cuz she's at work and she doesn't like missinf work and I don't want to go with my dad cuz he doesn't say anything. I know this may sound hard to believe but I want to go with my mom. It's like my dad doesn't want to accept that I have problems and he does all these things just not to be around me. And how does that make me feel? Well it makes me feel like crap, that's how it makes me feel. I know that my mom doesn't want me to be around cuz she's afraid of me or she thinks I'll have another pyscotic episode or something. I have like these mood swings. They're not nearlt as bad as they used to be. So yea, at least that is done. Exams are next week and I'm not ready at all. I'm going to Ange's tonight and we're just going to rent movies and stuff. So that's cool. I have to work at 10 in the morning tomorrow. Just watch me get fired tomorrow. That wqould suck. I wonder when payday is. Ooh only another 30mins before school is over and the end of 1st semestre. Yay! I can't wait! Until next time....