well i changed the layout beacuse i found this backgorund and i like it. I want to find an audrey hepburn background though =(. I was very anti-social today because i was planning what was going to happen when i got home. I told my mother everything that i had been doing for the past year and a half. I think she cried but i couldn't tell. In my plan to fix everything i also fixed one more thing. Jason its over. officialy. I don't think i'm ready to have a bf yet. Plus he's kind of a jackass at times anyways. 25 days and I will be going to Virginia with Jayme! YAH! I haven't had an official visit with her since July except yah anyways. I feel a whole lot better getting eveyrthing out of my system. All my stashes are gone. Finito. In the Garbage. Waiting for some hobo to find. I bet they will have fun with that. Hopefully i'll find out whats going to happen wiht my life. After all thats the reason I started all this shit. I have officialy agreed wiht myself that I am NOT hear me NOT obsessed wiht Good Charlotte anymore. I don't like their music anymore. They all sound really gay. Shame. I am continuing writing my thrid story. I haven't found a name for it yet though. If you have read the story. Any Suggestions? I already have an idea for 3 more stories which includes a sequel to Dare You To Move. Jaymi was scared today in class. She kept asking me what's worng and i told her not to worry about it. It was nothing. Someone pulled a fire alarm today at lunch. What Jackasses? Who pulls a fire alarm at lunch. They are all fucking morons. Well i'm bored as fuck. What about you? I avoided contact with Jason today. I didn't want to change my mind about what I was going to do. I gave him a note explaining everything and hopefully he didn't take it to hard. =S I'm personally scared that he did soemthing stupid when it was him who made me decide that i needed to give it all up. Maybe I'm just to paranoid.