My mother is a WENCH hear me? A W-E-N-C-H! She gets home today and the first thing she tells me is to get the hell off the phone. Not Hi steph how are you. Or. Steph can you please get off the phone. I havn't seen her in four days... that shows me something eh? I had a MENTAL BREAKDOWN Reasons? Well my mother is pissed at me because i have no friends. She doesn;t get the fact that people just don't like me. I lost all my friends because i broke up with Jason and there is no way i can get them back. My best friend and boyfriend both live in brantford which sucks because they are the only two people who can cheer me up. The OC didn't help wiht my mother making me feel like shit either. It made me bawl my eyes out. My dad thinks I have an eating disorder. They are treating me like i have a fucking problem! They are forcing me to eat shit i dont like. Just because i'm anemic. And i have a thing growing on my neck. I AM GOING TO GET FUCKING FAT! What morons. I;m scared im going to die. I hurt all over from dance. I had a mental breakdown in the hallway... after my mom sort of i guess freaked out on me.. I walked into my little hallway and knelt down on the floor and cried. I havn't had that much of a reaction to something other then when i was 'not with' joey for those two days. It hurt.. The fact my moms mad at me for that is just too over-whelming. But it's true i hardly have any friends at school... jaymi paddy amanda rachel and heather and mike. thats IT compared to the beginning of the year when i thought my life was actualy starting to make sense. this is bad.... the only awesome thing is joey and jayme the two people who care tonight im getting fucked over.. i dont care anymore... everything is shit