by faiith09
Listening to: ~*Just listening to my thoughts*~
Feeling: nerdy
WOw..just when i think i find a person i trust..they go and make me feel like shyt over sumthing they dont friggen kno the whole story on!?Wtf ppl?!Grr..why do i even fucken bother with trying to trust someone..i mean maybe i trust ppl to quick idk i guess im just gunna hafta get to kno them alot better b4 i go trusting them..ya kno..I mean yea there is Kayla and Lyndsay..but i need to find sumone like..idk just grr once i finally friggen figure sumthing out..o there i go again getten treated like shyt..its always from one person er another..I just dont kno what to do anymore really..i mean thankfully Tesha is coming back which of course im happy as hell about..and yea me and BobbieJo are getten closer and all but idk i guess its just the fact that i find sumone i trust and then there they go doing/sayen sumthing to piss me right the hell off..yea sumtimes its sumthing dumb but other things i take personal..i just always thought..real friends dont make u feel like shyt or make u wonder about urself like..yea maybe im not good enough for him..sumthing or another..all i kno is it really gets me how ppl can turn SO incredibly quick to like one of the best ppl, to like totally dissen u..GRR..i really dunno why i even bother anymore..besides mike of course..but yeah obviously im NOT good enough for him.:-( yea i did think it was too good to be true..and i just got proved right by some one special to me..but whatever i just am all confused anymore ya kno..well i guess i should go tahtah fer now..<33
*HuGs N KiSsEs*
*HuGs N KiSsEs*
It might take awhile cause im doin like tons of stuff today but ya know ill find time
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Jenna*
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