oh, how life does rollercoaster! the love, hates, the wants, needs, and dispear. hopes and dreams but nothing at all. kyle is going to the soundwave music festival, paid by ma. i have decided to go along with, to drink piss, and listen to free good enough music. tickets are 140$ausd. maybe $190nzd. here is the lineup: NINE INCH NAILS ALICE IN CHAINS BLOODHOUND GANG LAMB OF GOD DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN ALKALINE TRIO BILLY TALENT THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS FACE TO FACE, IN FLAMES RIVAL SCHOOLS ANBERLIN UNDEROATH THE SUBWAYS EVERY TIME I DIE DEVILDRIVER FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND LESS THAN JAKE POISON THE WELL MADINA LAKE NEW FOUND GLORY FROM FIRST TO LAST BEDOUIN SOUNDCLASH JACK’S MANNEQUIN HELLOGOODBYE FINCH GOLDFINGER SAY ANYTHING CHIODOS, SILVERSTEIN SAVES THE DAY LACUNA COIL TWO TONGUES 36 CRAZY FISTS STRAYLIGHT RUN EVERGREEN TERRACE MINUS THE BEAR MONEEN ACE ENDERS (THE EARLY NOVEMBER) I AM THE AVALANCHE JAGUAR LOVE UNEARTH BAYSIDE EMERY HOUSTON CALLS THE AUDITION ATTACK IN BLACK INNERPARTYSYSTEM MIKE HERRERA (MXPX ACOUSTIC) ALL THAT REMAINS VALENCIA ALESANA THE RIVERBOAT GAMBLERS HORSE THE BAND MAYLENE & THE SONS OF DISASTER not bad.. not exc excellent, but not bad. recently, i have bought a car. of $14000ausd. with insurance and all other bullshit costs, it must ecome to near $16000ausd. which makes it almost 21000$nzd. i think in nzd, it makes my life more interesting. anyway, i have done this for good reason. a) i can show everyone i am giving melbourne a decent go, trying to establish myself, even though it does make NO major difference. b) i will come out better off in terms of money. i see everything as an investment. i hate putting money towards anything that ultimately depreciates in value. c) i can get to and from work, and go to the gym, and go to rockclimbing, and go to bush for walks, whenever i want. thus making me fitter (I FUCKEN NEED IT!). so this is how the "investment" thing is working. i have put ausd$2,000 as deposit. mother has given me ausd$4,000 for deposit. mother has also paid for my annual insurance ausd$1700(which i will prolly give back to her). mother will buy extended warranty from car dealer when she is working, which means ausd$999 for an extra 3yrs. everyone likes buying a car with an extended manufacturers warranty. everyone likes buying a car at a good price. this car will get me from a to b, efficiently, while holding it's place in the market, at the bought value, for at least the next 12-18months. the car is a misti lancer, 2006. white. sexy. of course. oh. car also gives good credit rating for future reference. a trip to india is due sometime soonish. i would like maybe sometime around sep-oct. i love india. it holds everything in a human being, and shows life from those perceptions in a very blunt manner. there is an unoften found beauty about the place. you either love it, or hate it. i'm a lover. mum's a hater. kyle doesn't remember, and dad's a lover. property. well, yes, yes. buying, eh. i have been thinking about the coast of croatia. mainly because it's beautiful, cheap and all the land will be taken up in a near date. there were over 11thousand properties sold in croatia in january, regardless (so it seems) of the economy. cheap as chips. i even have people who will look after it for me. nz is a possibility. renting out, and living with dad, or living in it. so. by the end of this year, i will have paid off car, sold, have some money in pocket, spend towards deposit on house, while i save the whole time, and get skinny. argh. concert tomorrow. gah! almost too sore for it. hopefully is fun. i'm sure it will be.