it's been a while. a while too long. i'm getting old, and this is getting tiring. there is no real escape from what you love or hate. it follows you everywhere, always. i had to move 3000 odd miles to figure that out. my plans for the future involve study, and lots of it, so i figured i better get what i've wanted to do out of the way- and quickly. this means in a few weeks time i resign, and go off roadtripping. sort of. anyway, that will be another story that comes at a different time. i'm looking forward to alex. it's going to be fun. life without the drama, doing whateverthefuck, whoeverthefuck and nothavingtogiveafuck. =D peace_out