things were really fucked up for awhile i still havn't talked to steph its really hard since she doesn't have the internet. no matter what everyone thinks things are the way they are nothing is going to go back to the way it was. its a shame too.
The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose
i'm so different anymore and i love it. i think the only person that knowns the new me is shannon and thats only because shes the only one i've hung out with in the last few weeks. i honestly don't think a lot of people will except that i've change. its almost like they liked when i'd get pissed about stupid shit because it was just something to talk about. the only thing im worrying about these days is myself and my close friends.
The sounds of this small town make my ears hurt
Oh yeah, you caught me. But I caught you one worse
They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."
But who are you fighting for?
i worked all weekend. friday 400-830 saturday 10-5 sunday 815-330. it actually wasn't that bad! i got 5 red cards i know that doesn't mean anything to any of you, but at work it means A LOT! i work tomorrow 4-9 i believe then im off until next monday ♥
My heart is pounding
From all of my surrounding
Enemies are closing in
In this nightmare I don't win
No one left to trust
Living in disgust
The memory brings the start again
after i got off work i went shopping at target for awhile i ran into john patrick josh tarkington and david those kids are so awesome. i love how i havn't had a class with josh since 9th grade and the kid still talks to me like we're bff.
Is this good bye?
Well you'd be better off dead
Than lying here alone
I'm desperately waiting
For the beating of my heart
It just won't come
well im gonna go hopefully i'll be getting my permit this week i dunno though we'll see and hopefully this next weekend is awesome. ♥
17days!!