You're better off without him, don't call him... He's breaking your heart. He's hanging with your best friend and your waiting there, It's tearing you apart. He lied to you a thousand times, When I was there he kept you waiting. And I'm still here waiting there To catch you if you fall. I don't know why I care so much When I shouldn't care at all. So don't be a liar, don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the joke's on me. I'm simple yet confusing My sparkling eyes make him weak at my words, they tremble Days seem like years in this month of December The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep him he hope it's something worth the waiting It's the only time that he ever feels real 'Cause thunder storms could never stop him 'Cause there's no one in the world like... thank you to the ataris for talking me out of feeling anything for that boy again and to dashboard confessional for helping me realize that things arent working. and lastly to from first to last that made me realize that i shouldnt be with someone that i am at all not sure of bc i should be with the person that makes me have heartflips and should also wait for a guy that feels and treats me like that because i dont deserve to be an ify subject when someone asks him how he feels about me i should be that feeling in his gut that he just cant describe. If your out there come find me im waiting for my better half of a decade.

SHOOT ME IN THE FACE!