I’m not OK by me I use to wonder why I carried all this guilt when it was your fault all along that I didn’t want to live. It’s not so easy trying to forget all those hurtful words you left running through my mind. (You never use to say them) Now when I look back on those times I still remember all the pain you made me feel inside. But because of you now I’m learning how to fight. Blood dries but the pain still remains. I’m still reminded of you every time I see the scars upon my veins. All of the blood you drained from my heart cannot be replaced. Every moment that we shared cannot be erased… I’m not OK. You taught me how to bleed. Now blood and tears pour down like rain. Now I realize nothing between us will ever be the same. I use to try to forget you by slitting my wrists like you were the blood that poured out of my veins. My heart was breaking in front of you and you just watched me change. There’s just to many memories of you and I for time to erase… I’m not OK. Tears dry but the memories that caused them still live on. You were always there for me but when I needed you most you were gone. Don’t you understand all the pain that you’ve caused? I couldn’t seem to erase all the memories that made me who I am today. I didn’t understand how all your love towards me turned into hate. I use to cut myself to see if you still cared. Every night I would go to bed with tearstains on my pillow feeling so alone and scared. Now every time I see your face, I remember all those days… and I’m OK.-Me DONT STEAL MY FUCKING SHIT! tell me wut u think... be honest