if only you could take back stupid words and pathetic mistakes... if only i could drain every remaining feeling that you give me, erase every memory that i cant seem to let go of. i wish i could chose what i think about. latley only one thing remains going through my fucked up mind. i am not sure why i keep making the same mistakes again and again.. i am far from human, i am far from perfect. ( still cant find what keeps me here... ) i feel completly shattered and incapible of controlling my own emotions. its so unfair that someone else has the power to control how i feel. it's 2:15am. i can not sleep, i'll be up all night. "So here we are again The sheets are staind and bloodied The animals scratch at my skin Here we are again My face is scraped and bloodied I've nothing left to give" Pardonnez-moi. I HATE YOU! there is nothing left of me to break R.I.P Attila 9/3/04