Hmm... I don't know what I want to do. Perhaps I should go get counseling. I don't know if I will live with Eric and Kenny this summer. But I probably will this house is driving me nuts. And I don't want to be here much longer. But I have to go and enroll for college and then go find a new job because Best Buy isn't really working for me right now. I need to talk to someone who will listen and not judge me right away. hmm... Happy go lucky jeff is in a bind. I don't know what i want to do with my life. But to you at sitdiary and anyone else who reads this I will not become a failure like my sister. I won't I can't I will die before I do. So if anyone has some ideas let me know. But know this I have morals. I will not do some things. I know that may come as a surpise to some people. But yeah soo.... My life is weird right now. I want Sam and Lindz to come on Thanksgiving. And Eric you can come too if you don't go hunting with Kenny. I want someone I can get along with there so I won't go out of my mind. My sisters are having all their messed up friends come over and I can't be here alone for that shit. So please come... I would be very sad if you didn't. I don't think it would be weird. My mom and dad want to know who you are. I do talk about you abunch so yeah... Please...