I am a shitty person. When I hurt someone else's feelings I really dont care about that. But I can change. I just don't want to get to attached to anyone. Because it seems to me that everyone I become attached to end up treating me like shit and never talking to me again. So I try to make myself an iron box and not care about anyone. But I can change. You know that I never meant to hurt you. I never mean to hurt anyone unless they deserve it. And I have a apology to create and give to you. And truthfully I am trying