I've really have to stop taking these morbid quizzes.. and everything else that I did this weekend.

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Suicide 80% Gunshot 73% Posion 73% Disappear 73% Bomb 60% Stabbed 60% Eaten 47% Drowning 47% Accident 33% Suffocated 33% Cut Throat 27% Disease 20% Natural Causes 20% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

That made me think of this song: How do you get that lonely? How do you hurt that bad? To make you make the call, that having no life at all, is better than the life you had. How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go? How do you get that lonely... and nobody knows? I have REALLY not been myself lately. Before friday.. I had never been drunk or anything else too serious before. I got drunk on friday.. and saturday; thanks to my friend's parents being out of town. And to top that all off.. Jacob was the only guy that I've ever let do anything to me. I feel like i'm a terrible person.. I know that everyone else does it but that doesn't mean that I should. I miss being me.