Is what I pretend to be

I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright for once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together but so broken up inside I'm tired of being sad all the time and its starting to affect my friends. I can't do that to them.. no more pain.. so here is the solution: FAKE SMILE ^ :...Sometimes you just gotta smile and move on with the day...hold back the tears, and pretend you're okay. Last night was great. I went out to Talty with Jessica, Jennifer, Dustin, Kaitie, and Daniel because that is where Daniel is moving to and we wanted to see his new house. Its only about 20 minutes away. There were ducks everywhere!! hehe.. Then we went back to Kaitie's and eventually my house to eat. (i'm the cook of the group) Dustin doesn't really know my other school friends so we went out to Ryan's to watch a movie with him, Mark, Tim, Jen, and Jackie. I love three day weekends!! I spent the night at Jen's and now i'm home so I can work on my 8-page research paper!! yay!! ... Cursor by nuthinbutnet.net [ Background by www.nuthinbutnet.net ]
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Thank you soo much i really need Hope!! Cu i dont got any :) love,
lex
thats so wonderful... the writing not the experiance. I love your journal. its soo..... real