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Last night we were talking again. He told me he loves me. *floats away on happy cloud* *sigh* I went to bed and couldn't fall asleep for another hour because I was thinking about him. I hope he doesnt go away for Thanksgiving; I hope he stays around and comes and visits me like he said he would if he doesn't go away. I'm going to go try see the musical tonight and take him flowers. *smiles* I'm gonna see if I can get my ex-next door neighbor (before she moved she lived in the house behind me) to go with me so I don't feel so stupid. I don't want to go alone but I do want some alone time with him... *sigh* Is this what love feels like? Even though your friends think you should drop him because he played you before but he knows he was stupid and said he was sorry and you want him anyways? To want to be with someone for eternity? Is that what love is? *sigh* Later: Well, so much for getting to go see him tonight in his school's musical. Grr.
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