I wish I knew what to do. High school is overrated and complicated. And boys...gosh. It just doesn't seem fair. Nothing does. I don't know what to do. I haven't really talked to him since the night he kissed me. I feel so terrible. Because he's still in a relationship that he hates. Or so he says he hates it. And yet he still can't seem to get enough of what's going on. I shouldn't have kissed him. I shouldn't have let him kiss me. I'm a fool. I can't believe I could be so stupid. I don't know what to do.