I know it's been a while since I written, but I've been kind of busy. I've had a lot on my mind, and quite frankly, I don't know what to do with myself! First I just want to say that I got this scholarship that goes to only 60 juniors in the nation and I am really excited about it. I get to spend two weeks in Colorado Srings doing nothing but drawing and hanging out with cute guys from the east coast. Now, about guys: I don't know what to do. I really like not having the stress of guys, but I want guys to ask me out! How do I manage both? I just don't think I can. I just want a guy to ask me out and tell me that he likes me! Is that too much to ask? And why is it that the only guys that I like, don't like me back? And the guys that I don't like, like me! AHHHHHHH they're all messed up! Well, I just had to get that out, and tell everyone that I got this scholarship that I am really excited for. Well, I have to go. Life is frustrating... Myth