i am waiting for work time to get here. all i can really say about last night is - wow. cant wait for friday. it will be the last time i get to see matt before i go back to school. i know ill still get to see him but not nearly as much. i dunno... i know jason says that he doesnt get to see serena that much and matt and i see each other all the time but the reason for that is because i am home right now and as of this coming sunday ill be an hour away from him. between his work schedule and my school/work schedule - who knows how oftan we'll get to see one another. plus since serena's mom says jason is welcome to their house any time now he'll get to see her alot more than he realises. oh well. i seriously cant wait for friday. ill work in the morning and than go to my doctors appointment. after that matt is picking me up and we are going to meet up with jason and serena for dinner - than on to our separate ways. i just want to curl up with him and talk... just being near him makes me smile so much (sappy isnt it?) i feel like im back in highschool. new years eve was fun. i didnt realise how much matts family really did know about me. i think they like me which is always a plus. we went to his uncles wedding on new years day and wouldnt you know i caught the bouquet at the reception and matt caught the garter. so imagine lil ole me sittin front and center having matt put this garter so far up my leg (because presumably every inch counts for 7 years good luck and somehow we ended up with 60) yea... so this was in front of his entire family and i was BRIGHT red in the face!!! but yea... id have to say that was the best new years i have ever had. the others were alwys so disappointing. examples. a) one year the guy i was dating had his stomach pumped new years eve because he drank too much the night before. b) got to be the third wheel downtown two years in a row because my best friend and her now fiance wanted me to take pics while they kissed as the strawberry dropped c) being at val's house and having jason, val, and david upset because of drama going on... no one even watched the countdown. d) stuck at home so yea... this new years was awesome!!!