I wish I could change everything. So much has gone wrong this year. I wish I was closer to you. But I messed that up. I wish I didn't like him. So that there was no tension between us. I wish I was a better friend to you. So we wouldn't have been distant with each other. I don't think the word "Sorry" would mean anything. I wish I could make it up to you. I want to be your best friend again. You've never stopped being my best friend. But I want things to be like how they were before. I wish I could do something..