I love Closure in Moscow. They came to G-ville last Saturday and I couldn't go because my parents said no. I am sad. I have the greatest best friend in the whole world. Seriously. I'm fortunate and lucky that I have a friend like her. Maria, I love you. Nothing's going to split us up. Lunch today was quite odd. T[Tee? idk] had slipped a fake bug toy onto my lap when I wasn't looking and I guess most of the people in the part of the cafeteria I was in were looking. I looked down and I found the bug and I screamed. I don't like bugs. I hit T. He laughed, people laughed. I laughed afterward. Karoline had been asking for samosas since last Friday. I said I would get her some. But I kept forgetting. I said I would bring her some today, though yesterday wasn't a good day. My family doesn't have a lot of money and we're afraid about business. My dad suggested we move somewhere else and start fresh. So a lot was going on and I was worried. I wasn't thinking of getting Karoline her samosas. At lunch, I sat down and she just kept looking at me as if she was waiting for me to bring out samosas. I told her I couldn't get them and that a lot was going on so I wasn't thinking about that. And she said, "All I have is grapes for lunch." Isn't that one of the best ways to make someone feel shitty? Yeah. I offered her half of my sandwich, which I ended up not eating at all. I didn't eat because she didn't have enough food. She said it was okay, it didn't matter. It mattered. I'm doing well in school. I've been getting all As. And I'm proud.