ummm i hug out with justin yesteday and it was cool to a point.... y r we put on this earth? is this gods funny little joke or something?i really cant write today but i have to do something to keep my mind from thinking.lol i hate eveyone. everyone sucks. some times i wounder if i was *touched*(for lack of a better word) when i was little. or if something horrible happenend yeah the man i considered my dad killed himself. maybe thats y i have problems with peiople getting close? hummm probley not is ther a such thing as a chacolate covered candy? me and justin talk bout that for wut seemed for ever cuz my brother said there was. but i dont know maybe there is but i cant think of any. w e. imma go and try to sleep i only had 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and i cant think straight...