FIRST DAY

Listening to: We belong together
Feeling: disappointed
So its been awhile...when i got back to az two weeks ago my two great friends from new york came back with me. we had an amazing 12 days together! they left last night and lately ive just been depressed. i mean 10 years of friendship is a long time for such young ppl these days. of course today was the first day of school. actually not bad classes i got...esp spanish and economics. got econ with my two girls and kumar...hahahaha... o and ck. hehe well not only does my a/c not work now in my car...but now the fucking doors arent locking either. my god. and o yeah...when i went to gill my gas tank the damn door wouldnt open. my dad had to take a fucking screw driver to the tank and now it looks like shit. im pissed off. i also cant find my camera.. FUCK! my crappy camera is my life! i have so many memories on there. i have to find it. i went to dancing school today.. yea my parents are making me get a job. which means i can only take a few classes. which pisses me off cause its my last year. too bad my family is poor and i cant afford ballet shoes. im thinking about working with a photographer at a store or something....or hell busing i already know what to do. and now i esp. hate fucking parents who talk about me behind my back and confuse the heck out of their children. STOP TELLING LIES1! parents dont know all. they think they do. but fuck. i know these ppl dont. WELL FUCK U BOTH livin dangerouly
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did you ever find your camera?
i know how lifeless it feels to lose it.

senior year is AMAZING! that pep assembly as lame as hell. they brought out the fire truck for bloody 2 minutes. But I had fun.
i miss you at lunch also! i just don't like sitting all the way DOWN THERE. I feel like i am deserted, and its far from my class, and idk this year its just weird sitting there and and and well I have never liked just sitting down all of lunch.
i hope you don't think i am abandoning you as my friend tho, because you know you'll always be my gurl.
oh and ruben( i think) left me a message on my phone. lol it scared the hell out of me.