Smooches...kisses....hugs...hand holding...gentle touches....neck massages... i have to admit..im pretty happy right now... and i feel wrong to be this happy. i mean i dont think its right for me to feel good when my friends are hurting. I care too much for them. when they are sad..well im sad..when they are hurt...well im hurt. i cant wait until the day everyone in my life is happy.. so i got to shot a paint ball gun... i have to say...it felt awesome! i really enjoyed nabih teaching me how to paintball...and then i hit a few rounds with his punching bag..even though my knuckles turned red. so im not sure which college i want to go to...asu..nau? i applyed for dorms in both places...but im not sure which college to go to... i need to go running...my goal is to tone my arms...flatten my stomach..and get rid of that extra flab on the sides...urg i need to start working out. so andrea nabih and i see dangerouslee driving at best buy...dre runs out and nabih and i stay back...and u know what i realized...that i felt absolutly nothing for that guy..nothing at all..he realy is a stupid, self-centered jock...i mean i felt nothing for him....and i know why...its cause im so much in love with my baby. he means the world to me. and i know he always will..i dont want to be with anyone else...hes the one for me..he treats me right...as well as my friends..he treats everyone great. if only certain ppl would realize that...our life would be perfect!