So i have come to a conlusion that i have ruined my high school life. I made so many bad choices with choosing my classes that I now must suffer for it. I curse myself for ever wanting to play the violin in 4th grade. Worst decision ever! My parents won't let me quit the damn thing and now I can't take the classes I want to take unless I do summer school. You don't understand how much I hate it. Andrea and I must suffer that class until we fucking graduate. My dad bitched at me when I asked him if I could quit that fucking instrument and told me that was my ticket to college. I don't see how going to FIT or NYU for photography is gonna care whether or not I played an instrument. So tonight im gonna watch the breakfast club and some like it hot and almost famous. Im in a movie kind of mood. I feel like doing something crazy that no one what except me to do. I haven't decided on it yet but one day ill just jump up and do it. Besides, you only live once. You should take chances in life. dare you to move ~meeg