What a grotty day...

Listening to: tATu
Feeling: detached
I got an email from Jake. Good thing.... I thought he might ignore me... "ok so your right, you told me about your problem... but you never tell me about whats wrong or why your always down in the dumps. plus, even if you are mad at blakelyn for talking to me, that gives you NO RIGHT to walk out on me like you did. that pissed me and hurt me more than anything else...life is too short to act like that. and just as a note i cant "just blow you off," but i cant deal with all of it sometimes. im sorry." Then 2nd period I got this from Justin: "Sam, Hey whats up? Me nothing much just thinking of you. How was your day yesterday? Mine was ok. But I want to ask you something. Would you go out with me? I think you are very pretty and very smart. Well Im going to go now and let yo decide. Whatever your decision is tell me. Bye. Justin." I said no. I was just going to write no on the note and give it back... but I thought I owed him an explaination. (I didn't.) But I did it anyway. I told him that I still had feelings for Jake. (A very true understatement.) *sigh* I hope Jake gives me a reply to the note I gave him at lunch...
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Hopefully your eating habits will get back to normal....I LOVE YOU!!
i love you, and i hope things work out with you and jake.