To love is to die

This morning was terrible. It can only get worse from here. I wasn't expecting him to be here today. But he was. And she was next to him. Kady and I passed a note 1st period: "Me: So what happened earlier? Kady: Me and Mac went over there and it looked like they were holding hands, but I'm not sure. Then Mac said something like"shouldn't you wait till you break up with Sam before you do that?" Then they went into the rumors about Brett and we told him about the rumors we heard about him and jenna. Me: What did he say about the rumors about him and jenna? Kady: That they weren't doing anything until he heard about you and Brett. Me: There WAS NO ME AND BRETT!! Brett told me yesterday that people had been asking him if we were going out. He told me that Kevin Gilbo asked him more than once. Somebody is gonna get hit... I don't know what to do. Kady: That's what Mac told him and then he said something, but I didn't hear what it was, to Mac. She told him to tell you not her. Then he got up and went to you. We went over to Brett, talked to him, and he said it wasn't true and ranto you and Jake. But then the bell rang." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rumor has it (I'm making it clear that I'm not sure if this is true) that Jake cheated on me three times that I may or may not know about and he feels no remorse. I did bring this upon myself, didn't I?
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NO, you did not bring this upon yourslef you didn't do anything wrong. You don't deserve it no matter what you or he may think. And if you know where Jenna has been, then you might not wanna be with Jake anymore. Think about it, *pukes*, ..um....yeah.
Oh, and I ate like a half-gallon of ice-cream for ya, on the plus side of that, you won't get the fatty part of that. ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVE YOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEU
i talked to jake in 6th period and he said that him and jenna made out once, and then he started talking aobut how he couldnt take it anymore and i just walked away. you didnt do anything to deserve this hun, jake is the one who did something wrong, him and that whore. i love you very much, stynkiemac