ive realized that i have alot of anger built up inside... ive realized this becuz when i sit around in the quiet and daydream.. just like everybody in the world does... i day dream about really weird stuff... and when i day dream i feel myself getting really dizzy and feel kinda.. high... well n e ways...when i day dream.. my day dreams are really ... weird.. like everything moves REALLY REALLY fast.. and all the voices and moves are really amplified..and i day dream of really crazy stuff... like people yelling at me, me yelling at people , knocking stuff over , lots of yelling and destroying.. i duno i used to daydream about cool stuff such as flying , rollercoasters , and all good stuff but latly its been trippy... i dunno if other people have the same problem but i feel like it is a symbolic disorder... i dunno wut symbolic means but it sounded like it went with it.. and i alwyas write wut my mind tells me to write in this damn thing.. comment if u would like.. later all