You know how when you're really bored you eat a lot? or is that just me? but anyway, i think i've gained like 5 pounds today--> that's just how bored i am. i guess cuz i've been going out every day of spring break and today i stayed home so i'm like crawling up the walls of my room. talking about the walls of my room! i put up more posters yay :) the whole wall is filled now. brandon says theyre all queers on there but you kno what they're good to look at. i put a sum41 poster up so now he can't say anything cuz he loves them. i really wanna see the incredibles! but everytime i go to blockbuster it's sold out -wat the flip is that- i need to like reserve a copy sheesh. whatev. i settled for waching anchorman for the 4637846327814th time. but it never gets boring. i wonder how much they made on that movie ya kno? cuz like everyone watched it and everyone loved it and stuff. i know ppl who went to see it like 3 times in the theaters. then i wonder how much napolean dynamite made too. cuz that movie suckkkkks! but i loved it. and ppl went crazy over it too, but the movie didn't deserve it. it was like... really bad. it had no plot. and did you notice the actors weren't known at all? hmm the notebook! the best movie in the world! wow that's my all time fav. movie for serious. i cried so much. i sat there with my bowl of ice cream and my tissue box and just let it all out. what a movie. Noah:Will you go out with me? Allie: No! Noah: No...? Allie: AHH! Noah: I feel my hand slipping... Allie: OK, fine, I'll go out with you. Noah: No, don't do me any favors. Allie: No, I want to! Noah: Say it again. Allie: I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU! Noah: Alright, alright, we'll go out. lmao aww that's so cute! Noah: I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough. :'( ok i'll stop. if you haven't already checked out 'howithappened' GO! well not now, you're reading my wonderful entry now, but when you're done.. GO! Wow, when middle school ends i dunno wat im gunna do. steph is goin to western, and sure we can keep in touch but it's not the same. the rest of us (9 of us) are goin 2 cypress, but me, christian and andrea are in gifted, stephy, amanda, jamie, brandon, and scot are in advanced, so it's not like i can have any classes with any1 except andrea and christian. except maybe electves, but what are the chances of that? and how bout lunch. theres 9 of us and like 6 lunches, what if i get stuck in a lunch without any of them? yea i have other friends but teh point is i'll never see em. thre have been so many memories in tequesta. soemtimes i wish we could stay here forever. yeah i'm excited to finally move on 2 highschool but at the same time i don't wanna leave what i've grown to love. im safe here i know everyone, highschool's just scary shit. plus even if the 9 of us do keep in touch or w/e we're all gunan meet otehr people. and some of us might just outgrow the rest of us. or leave us. when i read howithappened my eyes got watery. jamie i dont know how the hell you wrote that, if i had to write that i'd flood my keyboard with tears. but keep writing babe cuz thsi story is the only the thing that makes us realize what's gunna happen. wow and then valeria tellin me she had an idea for a picture for the diary. its the 10 of us in a line standing next to each other with our arms around each other, but you just see the beack of us and you see the tequesta trace middle school sign thing next to us, so it looks like we're walking out of school on teh last day, for the last time as tequesta trace students. that killed me. here i got pics of each of us :) in alphabetical order as always lmao that's andrea my twiny ^ amanda my yodel ^ brandon my love! he looks stoned lmao ^ christian.. my ex master lol :-P ^ jamie! my rocker sister :) meeeee :) ^ steph my um.. idk venezuelan sister! ^ stephy my singing partner :) ^ scot my husband who i love! ^ and last but not least valeria ^ my mexican 6374bjdsd7 lol yep thats all 10 of us rnt we pretty. anywayyy i need 2 get at least a b on like every test and quiz mrs. arculeo gives or else i'll fail geometry, cuz she's not taking points for homework anymore how gay is that? the only thing taht kept from failing the last 3 quarters was the 10 points we got 4 every homeowrk. now its all relying on tests and quizzes. shizzle. :( i miss my bus :( idk y. the ride only lasts like 10 minutes. but i miss it! well il be back on it on monday. 47 days of school left! (not counting weekends and holidays) 47 days left of tequesta. ah ok we're not getting back on that subject! wanna c the song i sing to my brother (carlos whos 16)?!? i know you do! WHENEVER I SEE SOMEONE LESS FORTUNATE THAN I (AND LET’S FACE IT -- WHO ISN’T LESS FORTUNATE THAN I?) MY TENDER HEART TENDS TO START TO BLEED AND WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS A MAKEOVER I SIMPLY HAVE TO TAKE OVER I KNOW I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY NEED AND EVEN IN YOUR CASE THO’ IT’S THE TOUGHEST CASE I’VE YET TO FACE DON’T WORRY -- I’M DETERMINED TO SUCCEED FOLLOW MY LEAD AND YES, INDEED YOU WILL BE... POPULAR! YOU’RE GONNA BE POPULAR! I’LL TEACH YOU THE PROPER POISE WHEN YOU TALK TO BOYS LITTLE WAYS TO FLIRT AND FLOUNCE I’LL SHOW YOU WHAT SHOES TO WEAR HOW TO FIX YOUR HAIR EVERYTHING THAT REALLY COUNTS TO BE POPULAR! I’LL HELP YOU BE POPULAR! YOU’LL HANG WITH THE RIGHT COHORTS (dont ask me wtf that means i just sing it) YOU’LL BE GOOD AT SPORTS KNOW THE SLANG YOU’VE GOT TO KNOW SO LET’S GET STARTED ‘CAUSE YOU’VE GOT AN AWFULLY LONG WAY TO GO... DON’T BE OFFENDED BY MY FRANK ANALYSIS THINK OF IT AS PERSONALITY DIALYSIS NOW THAT I’VE CHOSEN TO BECOME A PAL, A SIS- TER AND ADVISER THERE’S NOBODY WISER NOT WHEN IT COMES TO POPULAR -- I KNOW ABOUT POPULAR AND WITH AN ASSIST FROM ME TO BE WHO YOU’LL BE INSTEAD OF DREARY WHO-YOU-WERE... ARE... THERE’S NOTHING THAT CAN STOP YOU FROM BECOMING POPU- LER... LAR... LA LA LA LA WE’RE GONNA MAKE YOU POPULAR... WHEN I SEE DEPRESSING CREATURES WITH UNPREPOSSESSING FEATURES I REMIND THEM ON THEIR OWN BEHALF TO THINK OF CELEBRATED HEADS OF STATE OR SPECIALLY GREAT COMMUNICATORS DID THEY HAVE BRAINS OR KNOWLEDGE? DON’T MAKE ME LAUGH! THEY WERE POPULAR! PLEASE-- IT’S ALL ABOUT POPULAR! IT’S NOT ABOUT APTITUDE IT’S THE WAY YOU’RE VIEWED SO IT’S VERY SHREWD TO BE VERY VERY POPULAR LIKE ME! he loves it. he loves it so much he locks me out of his room! :-D ur welcome carlos! i lov u brother! xo0x Mariana