what does that mood mean i cant even say it!! well todays been one of my "better" days. had a really lazy day stayed in bed watched tv did some uni work and cleaned my hamster out. my cuts are still really sore from yesterday. i think theyll leave nasy scars. i think my friends are gettin really worried now there constantly askin if im ok its nice that they care about me but its hard to just open up to talk to my mates sometimes especially about things like self harm and depression. most people just dont understand which is fair enough i wouldnt expect everyone to understand-i dont understand myself sometimes. anyway the plumber still hasnt been around which is really pissing me and linz off. our toilets been leakin for nearly 2 weeks now all over the floor. the landlord said he'll be round next day to fix it-this was 2 weeks ago. the plumber seems to have disappeared.