my mum said i would break his heart, in the process i broke my own. it kills me that i have hurt the only guy i have ever trully loved and i still do love him i really do. i just love him in a diferent way, i am not in love with him. I have decided im going to make all my previos private entries unprivate since my diary has been broken into anyway. i will not hold a grunge i cried and he held me and told me it would be ok. its meant to be the other way around. he is the first guy i have ever cried over and im usually the one being broken up with. well i guess as kathy said time heals all wounds and i hope thats true. **************************************** James im sorry for hurting you, thank your for the best 6 months of my life and for being one of the best friends i have ever had. ****************************************