202)woo im soooo proud

Feeling: fantastic
yaye its sooo good waking up wi Lou and realising where i am :) im so loved up i must be irritating!!! well tomorow is our 9 month aniversasry :o) and my sitD aniversary, woauh the longest i have ever kept one of these up...unless you count the blog but thats not regular or soley mine. i have been having some interesting dreams lately...dreamed i was sitting on the top of a wardrope with Malcs last night. i think i confronted him about thinking i have something against him cos everytime i see him in school it seems like he doesnt know where to look or what to say and since he is one of Lou's best friends i guess i shuld make an effort to be his friend too shouldnt i? anywya dreamed of Lawrences Graph comm homowork too :s it was really goo, more artistic than graph comic. Went to :Lauras todayu i ave missed her, it was fun i paintedher nails (how girly!) then we had a gin and lemon (at abou 1pm) then another one then we thought it would be a good idea to have a j from her dad's stash heh heh so i was a bit monged for a while. was planning on buying a quarter but i dont know if i wanaa spend my hard earned cash on canabis. hmmmmm i mean if i really did want to i should save it for SA - cheaper ad better quality :D my throat is not having a good day :'( Lou's mom is so sweet just beofer we went to bed yesterday she popped her head roud the door and asked if i wanted a Lemsip cos i dont sound v well awwwwww. i wonder is forever is an option
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u should get an msn 1!ye i was wonderin wot tha fek waas going on on tha fone!i'm in avie on sat nite bt not till late.glad sum1 is gettin drink!alexx
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heya huni!!! i will give u ur letter soon ok1 aint opened it im not that sad...ps mum noticed the gin btl had over halfed:S forever is an option! xxxx
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*sighs*that's so beautiful :) forever...well..it's worth a go...can't look back if you've never tried and tested.Mh..those words make me think of future...that's a scary,exciting prospect...i don't really want to think about it...but i guess i will have to at some point.We've only got about a year to go...strange isn't it?1st year feels like a different world to me...wow...i'm getting all sentimentally refelctful...well i'd better leave at thatx
yello hun :D feeling the good vibes here :D wow: a whole year,amazinziging!(<--don't ask!) yup,get together sounds fandabidosi!think jen said something about meal together nxt week?but i dunno when etc.I'm in the mood for some ravishing teenage fun (i.e lots of laughs at silly stuff lol) ttyl (have a lot of cleaning still to do,the living room is SUUCH a tip,i tell ya leave me alone for a while and CHAOS reigns!)luv ya,.later,xxk