well i got home from aprils yesterday it was boring i watched AVP like 7 times i love that movie its awesome... i talked to kayla on the phone last night she was so funny shes like omg i am so happy!!! it was great totalk to her because i miss her alot i cant wait til she comes backevery one has asked me how my summer has been and truthfully, IT SUCKS!!!! i hate summer i hate school i hate softball i hate those racist coaches i hate those ppl who r supposed to be my friends i hate the state of hawaii i hate life i hate everything....this all just sucks so much its like nothing in my life is supposed to get better its like when i think something will get a little better everything gets worse...i just dont know what to do anymore.....help???