So.. Recently.. I was wondering about certain things.. and while talking to a friend.. Happen to say. "In 2 weeks.. If I can pull off school and work and show that I mean it in coming back to school and doing what I said I'd do.. I get to do what I want to do .. Otherwise.. I'm in trouble and lifes fucked all to hell.. and I don't have anything to do but another essay." In which case he responded "Welcome to the real world." Of course... lol It gave me a completely brilliant thought. "I was wondering about that... How it went from everything being perfect simply because I said it was... to shit no matter what I said... Then I realized somewhere along the way I dropped my rose tinted glasses and watched them shatter... Thus the complexion of the world returned to shades of gray..." In response.. I heard only laughter.. But either way.. I figured I'd share with you all.. and show you I hadn't completely lost my mind. Oi.. I just found a racecar!! * happy dance * Hugs, Roxy