we went to the life center on frieday night..it was all gd cause like luke had sum friends wiv him n they were kool to hung wiv..then dean asked me out again...he goes i love u n i would do anything 4 u, im alwayz here 4 u if u need sum one to talk to..im like yer thankz,but i dont want to go out wiv any1 witch is not true really it just i dont no wat i want well i do but yer u get that.davids gf found out that he was cheatin on here wiv sum one else...well i felt really sorry 4 her but he is my friend so i kinda was on he side kinda i mean i dont think it was rite at all wat he did but yer..then a lil later shane was missin n everyone was lookin for him cause david said he was gonna kill him self cause of shawnie witch is so not true cause i think he is kinda ova all that shit..n she started to cry then..we were all lookin for him then i found him in the bush he was layin down then as soon as i knew where he was i went n looked 4 shawnie..i found her n she was ok then like 5mins after it really kinda sunk in n hite me that i dont no wat i would do if he really had of done sumthing..i would miss him so much..byezz love alwayz amber