ok well i have talk to jess about most of the stuff im dealin wiv right now..but i just want to write it all down.. well i just talked to dean n he said that chantel was the one to kiss him first,its really hard to no hu is tellin the truth or wateva but yer i guess i will see wat happen 2morrow night..thats if shawnie can take us..or if she wants to! i had a ok day 2day..the otha day on msn i told luke to cum hang out wiv me sumtime this week n he did so that was gud..we r friends again witch is really really wanted.cause we were heapz close b4 we went out n even closer when we went out...then it all went to shit after,it has be like 6 months that we havent really been friends so yer im happy about that:) shane..well i have seen wat happen wiv him n shawine n that there not really friends any more well not as close as they were b4 they started to go out so i think it would be better if we just stayed friends 4 now.i mean i really really like him but i dont want to fuk up our friendship. shawnie well...i really need to talk to u..but when i see u i just cant cause it to hard 4 me to tell u how i feel n ur lie one of the best friends anyone could have but..when it cums to guys it fucks up everything between u jess n me..i no u like shane but u also like heps of oths pplz on the side if u get wat i mean..n yer i no how u feel but i all so no how me n jess feel when u flirt wiv the pplz we like..we still luv ya heapz in we dont want u to go bak to nz:( well i g2g hope i dont hurt anyone i luv ya all it just sumtimes we got to say wat we really need to or have to..love alwayz amba xoxox