Hello :) forgive me blog for i have sinned, it has been 6 months since my last entry. Quick update: School - oh just don't ask Friends - amber left for uni which clearly sucks, alice is nice some of the time but we've gotten too distant to make up for it, don't really know who my friends are, everybody's changing i guess. Boyfriend - no longer, i've got so much on, and there's hardly time for me to even spend sleeping let alone making time for someone else, it wasn't fair on either of us so i had to end itw i think it's not so bad anymore, he's talking to me again at least, and he is a great friend so i hope we can work it out. other shit - meh. lots to do. in fact i should be finishing homework right now but oh well. I'm sure i'll manage it soon enough. what i really want to do is have the time to just cry and cry and get over myself. I have a lot of resentment for who i am at the moment and i just wish i had the time to give myself a kick up the arse and stop being so pathetic and self centered really. then i can deal nwith the other important stuff without this vanity project getting in the way. for now my dahlings mwah xXx