isn't it sad to sit and wait. waiting really is no fun at all. wait- all our lives we wait. wait in line. wait to be asked out on a date. wait for the right moment. what if that moment is now? what if the chance never comes again? why not do things for yourself? if we wait our whole lives away, what does that leave us with? can we give up everything in hopes of getting something? life confuses me a lot. far too often i find myself wanting more than what i have. for a few days i seriously considered moving to NC to be with my family. my aunt agreed, but i think i would end up hating it there. who knows. maybe i should have jumped at the chance? all in all, sometimes i think i'm okay. i'm not in a bad position..i'm better off than a lot others. i just think this life doesn't suit me. who knows. time will tell...life will NOT wait. isn't that ironic. on that note: i have also come to realize that life stops for no one. pain and suffering still come and we still are forced to live on..face the day.