Today my friend she found this suicide note I was writing in English class today. I lied & said I didn't mean it. Well in truth ever word I wrote is well.... true. I'm reaching a point were I need help but, I can't go to my dad cause he dosn't understand. See I think I'm biploar well maby not that but, some thing close. The only that's holding back is well I know what's like to be left behind after some one commites suiccide. It's just that every thing I can't stand it eney more. That also theres a few other reasons but, i'd rather not say even on my diary. I want to live a normal life but, unfortunately that was never an option for me. I can't keep this up. The things that hold be back are losing there hold on me. ~stupidgurlbb~