my grandma died today....i didnt pick an emotion cuz im feeling way more then 1...im feeling pissed, mad, angry, upset, lifeless, stunned,tearful and unstable all at once...i dont kno what to do...i dont even kno what to write im speechless...i cant handle seeing my dad, and im too scared to see my grandpa...ive already lost one person this year why another...why does this shit always happen...can someone please help me understand why the people we love so much are taken..?? i dont kno what else to write...im too upset...