ok so wednesday night was the greatest, and worst night of my life.....ill try to explain... Sarah Zaneta and I all went to the bar like usual, well to make a long story short, at the end of the night, this guy Boston (whom i think is hella sexy) well his friend got super hammered and needed a ride, i offered to drive her truck, and boston would follow and drive me back to the bar....well i wasnt really thinking clearly, and i left zaneta and sarah at the bar with my car keys...zaneta was drunk and i think sarah was too...anywho, i told sarah id be right back (which i totally believed i would be cuz this girl said she didnt live that far) so she ended up living like 45 minutes away from the bar...well we got to her house, and boston didnt come for like another 45 minutes AFTER we were already there...but i thought he wasnt gonna come so i called sarah so zaneta could drive my car to pick me up, well like 10 minutes after i talked to sarah, he showed up so i told her to just go home and i would meet them there...well it took like 45 minutes to get bck to sarahs...she was pissed when i got back... Thats the short story of what happened...but i seriously do kno where shes comming from, and i feel bad of course, but she freaked out on me saying i made bad decisions etc...i was just trying to be nice to drive this poor girl home, and i didnt really think about it... Well sarah was pissed and shes like what if u got raped, what if zaneta and i were to get raped...its a huge huge story, and i really dont feel like typing about it.... But neways it was the greatest night of my life....until i thought about it, now i feel like shit, and i dont even kno what to say...i was having fun, and i suppose all i thought about was myself...but really i didnt mean for it to be like that....everyone is ok, and everyone got home.... Im crying right now because just the thought of sarah or zaneta being hurt or in trouble makes me feel sick to my stomach...i really really like boston, and i guess when he said he'd come get me, i was pumped, and didnt really think about my actions... If i could talk to sarah right now, i would apologize because i really didnt mean to hurt her, or make wrong decisions...boston offered for her and zaneta to go, but she didnt wanna come...she says its because she doesnt kno who he is, what if he raped her etc...which i do understand because we just kno him from the bar, i mean ive talked to him alot more, but still i understand... i need to go...i feel like im gonna throw up just thinking about this whole thing....i mean i had a great time...but sarah and zaneta didnt, and i feel bad cuz one of them could have gotten injured... i need help from you people...i want to kno what you think of this story....