ahhh i wanna frickin cuss!!!!!!!!! my parents have been being better but things are just gonna go back to normal i was kinda loooking forward to their divorse in some ways, cuz like then our family would be happy....but oh wait... they just walked in the door fighting, they still fight alot its just not as bad..so whatever id otn care anymore they can do whatever they want i just wont let it affect my life, unless i would have to change schools that would suck but whatever my life is being stupid right now so why dont i just die... my best friend is or was mad at me and i dont understand why, im trying to do the best i can but i guess that just isnt enough or something! i wish i oculd do better... but screw it...my life dont matter anywayz