OKAY...so im bored so i feel like saying my day in detaill..well this morning my mom brought me to school as opposed to andy bringing me! In english we had to hand in our papers ahout our lives and when Neff read his it was really good, i wish i could write like that! then in spanish michael grady and jamie had a danceoff and that was interesting. Mr. lovett did some dancing too, i could do better than all of them i just didnt wanna show off lol..haha just kidding! in bible we played a cool game it was fun but i didnt win, brad did cos he had a trick questian, but i got it right cos ive known him since i was 3! in Algebra K.C. wouldnt stop punching, what a jerk...he does that all the time though. In world histiory all we did was watch a movie and that was broing so i wrote a note to dani since we dont have any classes together! ..then it was lunch and i did the lesson for our bible study, it wasnt my day, but since im so nice i went! yeaaa and i read the poem that i wrote at camp so that was cool! i'm REALLY REALLY looking forward to how this bible study is gonna turn out, im excited to see how its gonna help people and stuff! its so awesome how amazing God is! i love to see him work in people!..well then computers was boring and physics was boring, nothing particulary interesting happened with me in tha class..or pahnke..thank goodness ;-) then andy took me home but we went to sonic and got drinks, then he dropped me off at mi casa and i pretty much just watched tv the rest of today! i watched girls vs boys hawaii and the girls won, well duh! but it was so sad cos it was the last episode and they all had to go back home and they live in different states and they were all crying so it was sad and it made me realize how much you should cherish life and who is in your life because if you let them go they might not come back..and if u feel like you dont have anyone, which is sometimes how i feel, i just have to remember God, and you'll find someone who you can share stuff with. God wants us to talk to others physically about our problems and not justtt Him. so yeah! that was my day totally cool i love Jesus so much i wrote a random poem today..sometimes i just start writeing not even meaning to make a poem but thats how it always seems to end up, this is sorta like my life, how it is now, how it will be and how it was in the past...its just mY LiFfE i hate pretending i love being free i want to be noticed i hope to be me i need to be loved i feel like a reject i think ..but why? i pray to be perfect i wished to die i know i'm wrong i lack confidence i can be strong i will be different i wont be weak i live content i am unique *What i did, felt like the only pain i could control, but now i realize God controls my life, because i surrended my life to him*